On the twenty-third is

M__'s bday! He is 31.
The lill brat.

By a cute boy he is.
Well. A man really.
At this point.

He is very responsible and easy to love.
Friendly and calme.
and he is all for improving this world with
happiness and complicity.
With everyone.

And I am so very so grateful that he will make me the honor to be with me.
Most of the time.
Even though we have take our ditances lately.
because of I am not quite sure what.

And I am sad about this.
There's something I have a hard time forgiving him about.
um. I don't even remember what.
Or, maybe I do.
but that's a whole other chapter I still have to figure out.


Funny how hard it is to let go.
Of stuff. Well I guess
it is hard when something reminds you of it
ever so often.
When you wnat to go.
But you can't. Anymore.

But it's a waste of time.
It's a done deal.
It's not going to go away.
Life is so full of bitter sweet things.


cheers