The corporation of shrunken heads

Why do I feel like this?

I mean I know I am smart. When I was in school, I never thought for one second that I was an idiot. I never doubted.

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This week, at work we were asked to submit "names" to brand our company. This is exciting I guess, but I feel like everything I am writing is going to be scrutinized. I feel out of it. Where did my wit go? It's as if my brain escaped my head after I left school. How can a "A" student suddenly be captured by the corporation of shrunken heads?

Anyway. I guess I should get back to it. Got to submit the stupid names tomorrow before noon. the worst is, I really want to do a good job, and I do feel smart. I know I am smart, I just feel like I have to find a way to be able to have my ideas appreciated. I really want to learn ans understand what's going on in this weird business world.

I even found this site to help me figure out how I can be helpful [...]

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When I was a kid in school, I was "promised" that the world of jobs would be exciting. I was a happy kid.

And then I realised I didn't really want any of these jobs.